Considering on cutting my hair....

Malas suda rambut panjang ini..... walaupun nda brapa panjang tapi malas suda... panat juga... bosan suda... 47cm long-fluffy-split ends-dan lambat karing kalau kana cuci.... tomorrow or the day after, I'll cut my hair up to 4 inches. Not much diffrence though... still long and same old style but lighter and feeling healthier that's all. I'll post along a before-&-after photo. a presto ciao...

MAYFAIR BODYLINE SDN BHD

Yang kamarin sia pigi sana slimming saloon, nama dia kan MAYFAIR. I made up my mind to suscribe the service to reduce my cholesterol level (47.7%) and to shape up my body. Imagine... Miss Sandy (the Specialist) told me a normal human cholesterol level is 21%. And sadly I am already exceeded by more than 50% to normal. I must do the 10-times treatment and in 2 months I could see the result. Total of 10-times treatment is RM2230/= And as discussed, I can have an easy payment terms. 1 full treatment comprising of:- 1) Body Wrap 2) Hot Blanket 3)Sauna 4)G5. It would take 90minutes to complete 1 treatment. My first treatment ever in my life would be on the 6th of May. Brava!!! i just hope to reduce the cholesterol. And stay healthy snd happy. Amen.

My confession: My interest towards football sudah kurang

It was my passionate and great entertainment... but now it seems to fade. Oh well, I'll look for something else to entertain myself... Haihh... Dear... cepat la ko balik sini...

The Weekend: Preparing for the Double Wedding

Yesterday, Law, Vianey, Jay, Lora & me did some shopping for the wedding (for ourselves mostly). For the wedding, I bought; 2 bottles of wine & 2 metres of red clothe (itu adat urg Cina tu kunun kalau kawin mau kasi gantung kain di pintu ruma... but when I ask Jay... dia bilang adat Dusun... then I ask Vianey... dia bilang Dusun teda macam tu...) Anyway, samada adat Cina atau adat Dusun, mimang suda turun temurun la dalam adik-beradik sia.... sepa saja yg kawin ada kana gantung kain merah... Jay made payment to our cater RM650. Bought wine x 2. And other decos. Lora punya baju yg Vianey bikin for her Baptism is almost done. Imagine hand sew... bukan pakai machine kama... tapi kici gia si Lora tu... baby lagi..... duuuiigiaa.... si Lora mo kana Baptist suda.... Vianey & Law pakai baju Kadazan saja kalau di church. Si Lora pakai baju putih abis dia mau kana Baptist. Lepas shopping di Giant Hyper, kami singgah ruma Jay. Sia masak nasi ayam. Kami bikin beeds decoration for Vianey... yg paling economy.. pearls kami bikin limpogot... abis kan teda limpogot... kami bikin juga anting2, golong & lamai. kasian... :( Tapi happy la dan nda pakai byk duit. Sia bangga ada 8 org kakak yg satu hati... (kepada 3 abang pun sia bangga juga ba kayo). Walaupun Wedding di JB tapi kakak di Sabah yg bertungkus-lumus bikin bunga dan veil termasuk baju pengantin Ian & Janet. Dan diarang juga la yg kasi ingat sama kami di JB pasal adat istiadat keturunan nenek moyang... Sia harap utk kali ini siapa yg nda satu hati tu akan pelajari bahawa keluarga/sodara mara adalah segala2nya... Hargailah pengorbanan keluarga/saudara mara kita dan bersedia la utk berkorban kepada keluarga / saudara mara kita. Afterall, pengorbanan tidak semestinya melibatkan nyawa. At this moment, sia rindu takanwagu sia. Walapun baru yg hari 6 kami bergayut 4 jam di telephone tapi sia suda rindu sama dia ni. ok la.. babai.. til then... 'Boy... I miss your kisses.... all the time but this is... lalalalala..'

Yesterday, today & tomorrow

I’m a quarter of a century yr old…. I am overweighed… and not pretty and I’m single… but I have been taking care of myself since many2 yrs ago… and I am independent. But no man of my own… I used to think that I could live all by myself without a man… since I got a job… BUT… sometimes… I could not stop my lonely tears from falling… maybe I need a man to take care of… or a man to take care of me… someone to talk to… to hold to… to touch… someone to be there for me… someone who would ask about me everyday…. Someone to love… I bet my family is worrying about me not having a man… they say “Kalau ko kurus ko cantik… kanapa ko tia mo kurus.. tu laa teda urang mau ko…” Even I am too, worrying about it…

After the long wait…. miracle happened to me…

Here’s the story

During my 25th Birthday in January… I wished for someone who can love me & could accept me for who I am & how I look like. In short I mentioned this in my wish before blowing the candle on my birthday cake… “I wish to stay healthy and get a boyfriend by this year.”

My insect & me

- In the sumandak.com kami start chatting regularly and became friends in September 2004.

- We got to know each other. He gave me a nickname ‘Lidut’. And I gave him ‘Sisop’.

- He happened to be another Sabahan in JB. Student continuing his MASTER at UTM, Johor.

- We talk about a lot of things… drinks, food, music etc..

- We exchange handphone number and SMSing each other since then.

- We talk about our kampong… the people and the difference of it…

- Coincidently he is also using a DIGI, so I registered him under my FnF and been calling him since then…

- We flirt… ( :hammer: )

- We talk about our family… and our future…

- I sent him a pack of ‘tuhau’ in January 2005 through courier.

- We got closer & closer…

- He made me upset for the very first time when he promised to come over to my house for the CNY party in February 2005. But end up he didn’t by giving me the reason “Sia sibuk mau bikin final thesis bai ni…”

- Realizing that he was busy with his final thesis, I immediately stopped calling and stopped SMSing him.

- By early March he sent me a ‘bubble SMS’ a Dusun song. I was happy about it. On the same day, he SMSed me, “Lidut, buli kita SMS kijap ka?” I was already missing him. So still we continue to SMS each other and I, calling him again.

- We have strong feelings for each other. Walaupun melalui telefon saja… sia dapat rasa… However we wanted just to have a telephone-relationship.. and not more.. but the feeling just got stronger and stronger… until we found our confidence and have the courage … we finally decided to meet face-to-face… and I was never that nervous before…

- We met at City Square JB. Having lunch together… It was like meeting a long lost friend… Yes… meeting Sisop for the very first time is like have known him a decades…

- We still continue to SMS and calling each other… (Which I didn’t expect)

- We go out in the weekend… lunch, dinner, movies… etc.

- He said “Bertuah sia dapat kanal sama ko…” I felt very appreciated.

- We talk about future… engagement, ‘berian’, marriage, house, car, kids, vacation etc… So sweet!!!

- And on the 8th of April 2005 (Happy Birthday Sultan Johor)… we officially became ‘lovers’… and had our very own ‘first kiss’ on that day…

- Again we exchange nick… he will cal me ‘Love’ and I will call him ‘Dear’

- He said my ‘sagantang’ is sweet and bitter…. He loved it…

- He dedicates me a song “You mean everything to me by Neil Sedaka”

- But on the 14th of April… He went back to Sabah for the semester break… I told him I am very sad about it a refused to let him go… but he said “Kita ada sepanjang hidup utk sama2… don’t worry… sia akan balik sini”

- Today I am here waiting for his return…

So this is about it so far….

He taught me about ‘missing someone’ He is all about ‘the life is beautiful’ And this is just a beginning....

Things went too fast… and I think we’re too rushing… but that doesn’t matter because WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR????

‘ANGAN-ANGAN SAMA JEJAKA ITALIANO… LAST-LAST TANAKWAGU DUSUN JUGA YANG SIA SANGKUT’

P/S: Dear… sia tau ko tia suka sia tulis hal kita di sini… then again… sia tau ko tia marah juga bai tu…

Juventus lost

Juventus lost 2 - 1 away to Liverpool. But with 1 away goal by Il Capitano d'azzurri, Fabio Cannavaro. And that is good enough. And tonight il giant derbissimo my both beloved AC Milan versus Inter Milan. Mamma mia!!!!! a presto....

UEFA Champions League

3.30am 6th, April, 2005. Local time. FORZA LA JUVE!!!! ...ciao... a presto...

Ian's New Home

SUNDAY 3rd April: Ian, Janet & Idel moved to new home. A beautiful home.

From this old home.....

To this new home...

For more photos of the 'new home' please click 'Here'.

ciao a presto....

Ideline

My niece, Idel; arrived yesterday. And all of us thought it was April Fool. So here she is all the way from KK travelling in the First Class flight. She'll be staying with Ian & Janet, coincidently, Ian & Janet are moving to better home, where Idel could get her own room. I've seen the house, it's good home to raise a baby. Idel won't be looking for jobs here since she got a rich boyfriend to take care of all her expenses. Oh well, good for her and Ian & Janet where she can take care of her very first 'real' niece in 2 months time. At McD, Giant, Plentong, JB. She told me "I'll stay in JB for 3 years." Ok... we'll see about it. a presto...

My Employer

Today, in 2002 I reported duty as Logistic Specialist cum Customer Service Agent to Nalco Industrial Service Malaysia Sdn. Bhd. So, this year is my third year. I am so lucky having only SPM Grade II to my qualification I could get a basic pay of RM2k/pm for my starting... It was my 7th Sister; Jacqueline's recommendation. Thank you Jay for having faith in me of all people. During the early stage, I created my own motivations, enthusiasm to maintain myself in this position. It was very stressful having to learn the system and to memorise all the codes & formulas which I have no idea what they were at all. It made me have to stay back in the office until late at night. Almost every night. I didn't even study too hard for my SPM examinition. Imagine that!!!

Other facts why I would stay with the company even when I don't get big pay...

* the company will close whenever there is a State or national public holiday.

*The working hours are Mon - Fri.. 8.30am - 5pm. Lunch time 45minutes daily 12.15 - 1pm.

*13th month pay

*Year end bonus

*RM300 yearly for dental

*Rm200 yearly for optical

*Variable bonus

I figured that our working hour is too short. Anyway, it is good the the employees. We have time for others e.g. social, politics, etc you know what!!!!

And now I am doing my appraisal. Unlike previous years, this year's is more complicated. But, based on my experience; I am building my motivation & enthusiasm again. Not for the company, nor anybody but for me, myself.

By end of April 2003, I got an increment of 5% and by end of April 2004 another 5% not much but that is how the company terms are. And I expect another 5% by end of this month. Anyways..... I received my March payroll and the EPF (Employee Provident Fund) letter. Voila!!!! The amount that me (11% from my pay) & my employer (14%) contributing to the EPF since 2002 (I start to work ever) to 31 Dec 2004 is so much... well not much but exceeding my expectation. And I heard the 'owner' who is myself; is only entitled to claim 40% from the fund. And the rest of the 60% belong to the Goverment. WHAT!!! Is this true? 60% belong to the Govt.??!?!?!?! And still I need to pay my income tax? Oh well... whatever.... nevermind... Ok.. too much about it now.... let's see how much I get on the increment by end of this month.

P/S: Harga barang suda naik ooo.....

Till then... ciao a presto...

Joke: POLITICS

SON : Dad, I have to do a special report for school. Can I ask you a question? DAD : Sure Son, What's the question? SON : What's POLITICS?

DAD : Well Son, let's take our home as an example: I make all the finaldecisions on important matters. So let's call me MANAGEMENT. Your mother spends most of the money, so let her be the GOVERNMENT. We take care of you and your needs, so let's call you the PEOPLE. We shall call our maid Clara, the WORKERS. And we call your Baby Brother, the FUTURE. Do you understand what POLITICS means now?

SON : I'm really not sure, Dad, I'll have to think about it. That night awakened by his baby brother's crying, the boy went to seewhat was wrong. Discovering the baby had seriously soiled his diaper; the boy went to his parent's room and found his mother sound asleep. Not wanting to disturb his mother, he then went to the maid's room. He peeked through the keyhole, and saw his father in bed with the maid. The boy's knocking went unheard by his father and the maid. So he finally returned to his room and went back to sleep. The next morning at the breakfast table: SON : Dad, I now think I understand POLITICS. DAD : That's great Son! Please explain to me in your very own words. SON : Well Dad! While MANAGEMENT is screwing the WORKERS, The GOVERNMENT is sound asleep.The PEOPLE are being ignored and the FUTURE is full of shit.